The fourth

Hey everybody, I'm hoping that you've had a great weekend just like me? Yesterday I met up with my good friend Mela. We had a onepiece-party and watched movies, cried and laughed together. I think it's importortant to embrace your self with people that make you feel safe like that, and that makes you happy. I'm blessed to have that kind of friends, and I love them all, very much.

Anyways, I've been thinking a lot about my relationship with God lately. (Get ready for some deep stuff) I think it's important to talk to your higher power on a daily basis and I do that by meditation and prayers. But lately I've lost my will to pray and meditate, and I don't know why. But I think thats okay to do, sometimes, not like a habbit but sometimes. I mean, we beat our selfes up every single day for stupid stuff, so why don't give ourselves a break and just say, "It's okay to not be perfect" I feel like we have to stop beat ourselves up like this everytime we get the chanse. Choose love.

But like I said, I don't want to make this a habit, that I can use to beat myself up with later.
So tonight I'm gonna pray.